bad malaysia.

assalamualaikum.

how was your day today?

hectic?

relax?

i dont think so.

 several days back, our country has been flooded with so many unexpected things such as kemarau, no waters for entire states, bad haze surround us and most bigger issue which  involve MH370 and Malaysia Airlines. it was saturday morning and i just fall asleep hours before and awaken by the notification of my lenovo. so i checked my facebook and shocked while scanning other friends' statuses saying that MAS plane had disappeared out of nowhere. the MH370 supposed to reach at Beijing, China around 6.30 am but surprisingly the plane has disappeared and cannot be reached by radar around 2.30am. up until now, it has been almost four days without any news. government in collaboration with several countries such as Singapore, Vietnam, China, Japan and even America tried many ways to find them but the there is no any good new so far.

just where on earth were they going? no signs of explodes, no hints of any technical problems or even sign of being hijacked by terrorist. it just that the plane is disappear with all passengers and crews. but to where? which country? by whom? no one can answer. everyone is still shocked by the news. all over country is in mess and make thing worse, here comes all keyboard warriors which we cant deny their existence. too many of rumors. too much of speculations about the plane till me myself dont know what i should trust and believe. so many articles and statement were released almost every minutes and government cannot control it. netizens are so fast. 

despite all these rumors and fake accounts here and there, please respect and think about what will the passengers's families feeling at this critical moment. their family members is no where to be found and the status is unknown. we dont know whether they are still alive or move to another world. we also dont know their exact condition either they are safe or being hurt somewhere. please.. please.. and please have some respect to the families especially. we are not in their boats, so we dont feel desperate as they are. there, in the plane, there would be their parents, siblings, leader of the family, mothers and even two babies in it. so what we gonna do right now? to stop all speculations? halt those fuc* stupid rumors??? what are we? we are no one. we dont have power to do that. we dont have all those authorities as we are no one.

 the first thing starts from our own self. if you dont have any idea and anything to say, so please stop all those nonsense statement. it is so annoying to read stupid comment from stupid person. have some pity boleh?

then the next thing we should do is doa, doa and continue to pray. who knows one of our doa being heard by Allah SWT and all the passengers in the plane are safe and sound. to them, please come back to the loved one. they need you. we need you. all need you.

peace and love,

nurul.  

my handmade jubah on my first day of 6th semester.

assalamualaikum.
 hai again.
finally my 6th semester has arrived.!
wow getting excited for this new semester and i got few things so called as "preparation for new semester"
ceh new semester la sangat kan.hiks. i bought few things such as two pairs f shoes, new bags, a polka dot fan and few random things. i dont know since when i become addicted to polka dots and play with neon and bright colours. huh. and not very important one is i wear my very first handmade jubah today!! so excited and the feeling as i touch the moon over the sky. okkey over dah.! that feeling is not before i burn my own jubah last night when i ironed that precious piece!!! oh my god.!! what have i done to my jubah!! i burnt it with my own two hands.! tak sedar pun tau-tau dah berasap. luckily the hole was small and people wont aware of it unless they have interest in me. ceh. so halfheartedly i wear it today and people keep saying that the jubah is awesome and pretty.!! hahaha berbunga hati ini tau.

how was it? sorry me is a bit katik here.!!

calja.!

lazy of me.

hai assalamualaikum.

mulala kan. asal minggu2 final exam mesti perasaan ni datang dgn sendirinya. tapi kali ni memang tak leh nak bendung. tuliplavender tak pernah rase semalas ini nak study. tuliplavender tak pernah xstudy utk final and amazingly it happen this semester.! memang tahu dan percaya exam is one or two days ahead tapi kenapa takda rasa nak study? study ni pun sebab tengok kengkawan study n macam tak patut kalau xstudy but deep down inside tak tahu la apa yang masuk dalam kepala hotak tuliplavender ni.

bangunlah wahai si pemalas.!

okke at first i demam for almost a week and dont have energy to start on study and bukak buku sume tu. but now dah baik dah kot rasenya and suppose to study starting last week lagi tapi keadaan masih sama macam bajet2 demam lagi. macam tak takut langsung siap boleh tengok tv yang selama ni tak pernah heran pun cerita hape dalam tv tu and lepak2 tido mcm orang takda masa depan.! buku pun pandang seperti takda depan mata. 

oh my god what is happening to me.? dah banyak kali nak sedarkan diri ni. memang kau xingat mak n family kt kampung kan kalau tengok gaya kau relax kan tuliplavender? mak apsal dasat sangat kadar kemalasan ni? tengoklah sempat lagi writing on blog tanpa mengendahkan paper yang straight three days in a row kamis, jumaat sabtu tu. dont tell me you are under possession ke hape. or kena buatan orang? okke stop this crappy things.!!

why not pergi study sekarang and bukak nota yang tak pernah berbukak tu? please someone wake me up from this laziness.! kenapa takda rasa menyesal ni? tak risau langsung dengan result ke? ke sebab takda subjek arab so you boleh enjoy as much as you want? come on babe. sayangi diri anda. jangan dah dapat result baru sebuk nak nangis dalam toilet n mata bengkak2. 

p/s: makan kismis n doa panjang2 pun tak guna cik kak kalau awak malas study.sekian.

dear you my diary,

i am busy to the maximum right now.

so many things to do + tons of assignments need to be done.

all sessions + reports here and there.

urrghh.. stress is my companion lately.

pictures can describe thousand of meaning.

same like picture i uploaded.

hectic week please let go of me.

keep calm and soon exam is coming.

yess,, very soon.

*heart break into pieces.

                                                                               tulip lavender,

                                                            01.59 am, 17/12/2013.

praise be to Allah.

hai salam to my dearest diary.
again, after sometimes i feel like i want to do writing on you, dear.
forget about my tons of assignments.
forget about outside world.
missing you my diary.
sorry for forgetting you for too long.
truly sorry for making you empty.

days start and go like usual.
routine still need to be done as the world keeps cycle.
life should continue on the right track
although time is always envy with us,
we as human should try to run and always run for that..
FAITH.

several months ago, i had applied for JPA scholarship and just a few days back the result already came out. since  weeks my heart cannot stop beating fast and i do feel give up thinking that there are thousand people apply for the scholarship and i might be not one of them. so two days ago i find all my strength to see the result and Alhamdulillah i my status is BERJAYA and i got to wait till the end of the month to settle all the requirement. syukur Alhamdulillah and thanks Allah for believing in me and choosing me yet give me this opportunity. i cried a bit at that night sbb sangat terharu to be selected. my dream is i want to become as successful i can be and achieve all my dream to be a better person for my family, my Malaysia n my Islam for sure. wish me not to be riyak and begging you Allah to lead me in the right way.Ameen.
 *tearing.

Happy Eid Mubarak. ;)

although it may be late, but i sincerely wishing all muslims Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin.

forgivr me for all my wrongdoings and love me more instead. hewhew.

the night you should remember.

hai assalamualaikum.
have you been in a class which you cannot think straight because the lecturer is super duper scary?
have you ever feel that skip class is better than go to lecture?
have you also experienced something that was very embarrassing for you?
confused from the beginning?
stand alone while the whole hall are staring intensely at you?
yes i have been through it tonight.
dude, i said ive been through it.!
what a shame.
got no answer for the question told by the lecturer really made me fulls of embarrassment.
only God knows how i am feeling at that time.
oh i feel so sleepy.
got nothing more to say.
i am greatly not okay tonight and all i need are pillow and Shay.
nite.