dear you my diary,

i am busy to the maximum right now.

so many things to do + tons of assignments need to be done.

all sessions + reports here and there.

urrghh.. stress is my companion lately.

pictures can describe thousand of meaning.

same like picture i uploaded.

hectic week please let go of me.

keep calm and soon exam is coming.

yess,, very soon.

*heart break into pieces.

                                                                               tulip lavender,

                                                            01.59 am, 17/12/2013.

praise be to Allah.

hai salam to my dearest diary.
again, after sometimes i feel like i want to do writing on you, dear.
forget about my tons of assignments.
forget about outside world.
missing you my diary.
sorry for forgetting you for too long.
truly sorry for making you empty.

days start and go like usual.
routine still need to be done as the world keeps cycle.
life should continue on the right track
although time is always envy with us,
we as human should try to run and always run for that..
FAITH.

several months ago, i had applied for JPA scholarship and just a few days back the result already came out. since  weeks my heart cannot stop beating fast and i do feel give up thinking that there are thousand people apply for the scholarship and i might be not one of them. so two days ago i find all my strength to see the result and Alhamdulillah i my status is BERJAYA and i got to wait till the end of the month to settle all the requirement. syukur Alhamdulillah and thanks Allah for believing in me and choosing me yet give me this opportunity. i cried a bit at that night sbb sangat terharu to be selected. my dream is i want to become as successful i can be and achieve all my dream to be a better person for my family, my Malaysia n my Islam for sure. wish me not to be riyak and begging you Allah to lead me in the right way.Ameen.
 *tearing.