hari sakitku.

harini sumenye serba tak kena. sakit perut dari malam td membawa ke satu hari ni. serius sakit gile.kuar masuk toilet macam kuar masuk fitting room.. oh my. plus, rase loya mcm nk muntah tp xkuar. i guess i got indigestion. till evening, i just rest and sleep through the day. luckily i dont have class for friday. dont have appettite even my housemates forced me to have a bite. i xlarat okke.dont force me please...!

 dah indigestion satu hal di tambah pule dgn xlarat. assignment dh memanggil2 mintak disiapkan tp nk duduk depan laptop for a minute pun rase xmampu u alls. dear assignment please understand me can you? i have no energy too touch u.

i guess my sickness is to washed all my sins Ya Allah. Oh Allah semoga Kau ampunkan dosa hambaMu yang banyak melakukan dosa ini.

DOA MENGHILANGKAN RASA SAKIT

بسم الله الرحمن الر حيم 

أعوذ با لله و فد رته من شر ماأ جد وأحاذ ر

"bismillahhir rohmaanir rohiem 3x"
"a'udzu billahi waqudrotihi min syarri maa ajidu wa'uhaadziru 7x"

Artinya:
"dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang"
"aku berlindung kepada Allah dan kekuasaanNya dari pada kejahatan yang timbul dan yang saya khawatirkan
"

sang hati.

Disaat tak ada yang memetik kerana

 ketinggianmu, janganlah kau kusutkan 

jiwamu hingga kau rela dipetik dan dijamah 

oleh sesiapapun. Seperti epal yang mudah

 dipetik ditepi jalan. Tunggulah, Allah pasti 

mengirimkan seseorang yang bersedia

 memetikmu pada ketinggian. Ketinggian yang 

hanya boleh dipanjat dengan tangga 

keimanan dan ketakwaaan seseorang.

p/s : renungan kepada sipemilik hati.

i am pushing myself

assalamualaikum.
i know its been awhile and a long hiatus since my last update. it is because i am quite busy to update my entry *cakap jela ko malas kan and i think my last entry was when i was at the end of my second semester preparing for my last paper. plus, i don't have any topic to share it out. 

  during this period i am currently in my third semester and struggling myself to do any works related to my subject . for this sem, i have three subjects taught in arabic language and i am very sure hundred percent that i am very weak at this language and could not understand every single things came out from my lectures. okay i admit not all words la but most of the time memang i xfaham what my lecturers are talking about. every time in class i just looking at them like they are talking in alien language and waiting anxiously at my watch when will be the lecture stopped.. rase macam ternampak2 pinggan UFO pusing2 kt my lecturers tu.hehe. mesti u all rase i ni hopeless kan? i too feel like that. hehe. but can you tell me what i should do instead of pandang-serius-tapi-otak-kat-lain?? when i give full attention i can catch a bit and pieces from them and mule la buat mulut melopong coz bangga dapat faham ape yg lecturer foreigner ni cakap kan?hah kau. seriously i need help to find solution to my problem..! hik.



p/s : letih tau otak berfikir pahamkan bahasa alien.hehek.